Sunday, October 4, 2015

Change Comes (a sestina)

Change Comes

Nothing changed while I feared what I might read
in your book.  Afraid of holding up a mirror
and seeing nothing, no one, nobody.
The wind changed from East to West,
a signal of change for this adventure.
Normally I would love windy days.

We don’t talk much, these days.
I grabbed the National Geographic and read
an article about Mongolia, an adventure
in itself.  Not unlike cocaine on a mirror.
And I sit, dreaming of the West,
knowing that I have trusted nobody.

Often times, at night, I talk when nobody
is there.  And this lasts for days.
“As far as the East is from the West…”
It sounds like something I read
once, when I wasn’t scared of the mirror.
Not always thrilling, this adventure.

Montana.  Now that sounds like adventure.
For days, riding a horse with nobody
else around.  No need for a mirror.
On my back, staring at stars, escaping for days.
Maybe then I could read
unafraid and heading west.

Lived in the East.  Lived out West.
I was excited for a new adventure.
It was nothing like I read,
and I still came to trust nobody.
In a sea of people for weeks, days
as a boat sits still on water like a mirror.

So I hold up my old shaving mirror
and send flashing signals west.
Watch out for me in the coming days.
I am starting a new adventure.
And I will rise as somebody from nobody,
like it says in the book I read.


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