Sunday, November 3, 2013

not a father



bitterness stood on the mountain
            opened its hand
                        let the rock
roll down
it struck another
which struck another –
in the end – complete devastation

the girl

            alone

is under that rubble somewhere

God is dead
(it could be said)
by the girl

            alone

who would want a father?
            they cheat
            mistreat
            leave
and righteous anger
ignites
burns bright
            leaves a block
            of ice

but he has many names besides Father
            there is one
            meant just for her
a name she can trust
we must
help her find him

she is done with fathers

the rumbling rolling rocks
bounced battered bruised
            each cut, scrape, purple mark
            the result of what a father is like
            to her

what she needs
            mud in her eye
            the hem of a robe
            the stirring of waters
            a handout of fish and bread
            a “peace be still”
            a simple word
            a calling forth

            a miracle

perhaps of the bulldozer kind
to move the stones that cascaded and tumbled
down the mountain of her heart

since you are in the stone moving business